To Tip the Scales into Balance.

This is the Tenth Letter of Lore177.

26/05/2008 14:34 (cell’s time) 2:32PM (computer’s time) 14:33 (PUMA’s time) and if you add all the hours and the minutes of all three times, you will see it adds up to 129. And not only does this give us a 1 and 2 + 9 = 11 or 111, which give me the number combination of “reveal/revelation/insight”, but 12/9, is the day and month of a friend from the White Lion office. So this letter coming again straight from Avalon to the White Lion.

Dear Lore

I received an email today of a woman that is a psychic. I received her email at 10:32 and as I went downstairs to fetch some coffee, I noticed some papers lying on the floor and I looked closer. It was some pamphlet about “Tipping the Scale”. And when I came back to the computer and went down again to go and make coffee, this pamphlet was lying there again, on the floor – waiting for me to pick it up again. And then I got an sms from my friend that said the following:

It was a “Please call me” with the words following it as follows:

SMS 9 letters to
32082. You could
win R1mil.
Vodacom
customers get 2
free gameshow
SMSs.

26/05/2008
12:14:14

And by now you are probably up to date that the combination of a 14 and 12, is linked to Joan of Arc, but also is the 14 linked to my dog or a dog.

But I have an end note for Lore177, that is why there is 10 letters in Lore177. As I asked in the previous 9 letters about what am I missing here – as I could feel something was missing that I am not realizing, but that gap was filled and must now fill 10th letter of Lore177. The note is as follow:

26/05/2008 11:27 or 11/9

And on the day of 26, the inverse of 62, I realized the one message that was inside all the posts on the blog and in all the previous letters to you since Wesak Full moon till the next full moon on 20/05/2008.

I have written “The Goth” instead of “The Goff” as one of the posts on my blogs. But I told my friend this morning that I received 2 emails (for one message) that are saying that some guy named “Daniel”, wrote a comment on one of my blog posts saying that he read an article on the same subject, but compared to what I wrote, he agrees with me more, because my article (post), makes more sense. And then my friend asked me (as we all know the story of Daniel in the Bible) how did I spell “Goff”? And I said to him: “Goth”. And he told me it should actually be “Goff”. And if you take the G and F and F, you get 19 (their values in the Alphabet added). But from the “o”, we get that it is the 15th letter of the Alphabet and 1 + 5 = 6. So the “Goff”, gives the number combination of 19/6 – the day I got shot.

And where did I go to after that emergency operation? The Phd – remember? And it is incredible to realize but on the day 26th, I realize or get informed where I have been and that all these stuff I am writing, is my “blue print” I brought with me – the blueprint that will clarify and make the scale that tip, Libra again by way of exposing the misleading perceptions and they are within the even more confusing state of mind of the world of opposites. And this is what my writing is all about – to balance the “scales”.

I am just grateful that the information came to me for me to realize and to come to terms with it inside my mind.
26/05/2008 11:38AM or 11/11
(And 38 linked to all the words and names starting with “CH”, like my dog “CH”arlie and him being a “CH”ihuahua and all those disastrous spectacles that went along with his death).

Anyway, just wanted to End Lore177 in a clarifying way for myself.

REGARDS
Renee
26/05/2008 15:05 (cell’s time) 3:03PM (computer’s time)15:03 (PUMA’S time) where from the minutes of the 1st and Last times, we have the 35/53 number combination, which are also in a way related to Joan of Arc. But then we have some confirmation in the middle, namely 3:03. But in all of the times there are all together 5 3’s (again the 53) and 1 five or 15. And as I said in this letter, 15 is the letter “o” in the Alphabet but “o” is the symbol for 0 or NO-thing.

Sometimes we are in The Truth, but don’t even Realize it.

The Eight Letter of Lore177.

23/05/2008 08:04AM (cell’s time) 8:02AM (computer’s time) 8:03AM (PUMA’s time) where from the First Time we have the 84/48 combination that is linked to Linda (of the White Lions) and her meridian 31 08. But 8 + 4 = 12 and 4 + 8 = 12 and seeing it is times, we have 12 times 12 equal 144 – the ALL. From the Second Time we have an 82/28 combination which is linked to the year we are in, namely 2008. From the last time we have 83/38 combination where the 38 is linked to the “CH” of the beginning of certain words that is going to play a part in this letter that will follow. But together it also adds up to 11.

Dear Lore

I just want to quote a note I made last night – and amazingly, the number combination coming from the times this morning, fit in perfectly with the number combinations that was discovered last night as this following note revealed.

First Note

22/05/2008 18:29 or 9/11

I don’t know why I have to write the following down:

1 + 1 = 2 + 2 = 4
But 1 + 1 = 11 and 2 + 2 = 22
And 11 + 22 = 33
So 4 = 33.
But 4 subtracting 4 equal 0 and 33 subtracting 4 equal 29 or where 2 = 1 + 1 or 11, and we then have 11/9 that is linked to 0 or NO-thing. But not only is 11/9 related to NO-thing, but as 11 + 9 = 20 or 1 + 1 = 2 (0) = 11, we have that 11 is also related on its own to NO-thing.

From 11:44 (which is one of the combinations I receive most), I get:

1 + 1 = 2 and 4 + 4 = 8
And 2 + 8 = 28 which is related to the year 2008, which we are in now.
But 11 + 44 = 55
And 28 + 55 = 83 – the inverse of 38.

And the words starting with “CH” or then 38, where 8 The Weaver of Fate (and this letter the 8th letter of Lore177) that all came up since the last full moon on 20/4/2008 (or then the Wesak Full moon) till the next full moon, namely 20/05/2008 2:11AM. And they are as follow:

To change the main blogsite to the soul that is in chaos, the “ch” of chaos also equal 38. So does the volcano in Chile. So does the Cyclone in Burma (Myanmar – which consist of CH(inese) people). So does the earthquake of 7.9 magnitude in CH(ina) equal also the CH or 38. And 11:44 has come up front for a long time – nearly the last 3 years. And 11:44 gives the 83 – the inverse of 38.

But the H also relate to CH(arlie), my dog. And fulfillment was reached since 20/04/2008 (Wesak Full Moon) till 20/05/2008 (when my friend saw a rainbow around the moon that night of full moon in May (5th month), but I got confirmation about this today when I landed on an article on news24 of someone sending in a photograph of the moon that night (20/05/2008), with a “halo” around it. So there really was some fulfillment of some sort in this lunar month, of some sort. But 3 + 8 = 11, which in the first part of this 8th Letter of Lore177 gives us that 11 is related to NO-thing. But the time this Wesak full moon ended was when the new one started, on 20/05/2008 2:11AM and 2/11 gives 11/11, where 11 is related to the NO-thing.
22/05/2008 18:37
(and 37 is linked to CY) – but I guess I will have to wait for that “CY”!)

But in the view that 38 also appeared on the blog with the soul that is in chaos and with chaos having the meaning it does (some sort of void – that go back to primordial matter times), it seems the answer must be there. But I am that soul as without adding it to the blog, my picture appeared on the header, so if the answer still lie within me or whether the answer are out already and captured in my writings on the blog, I do not know!

And very odd, I had a dream last night of feeding a Zebra. Now I know for the Africans, the totem animal for the Sagittarius is the Zebra. But I guess there is another meaning to this Zebra dream that I must just still find the meaning for.

Anyway…

REGARDS
Renee
23/05/2008 08:26AM (cell’s time) 8:24AM (computer’s time) 8:25AM (PUMA’s time) and from the Beginning time of this End time, we have the minutes 26 – the inverse of 62, the number combination I relate to Einstein (science) and what it is causing/creating (in this number combination, global warming). But if we add the minutes of the 2nd and 3rd times (or a 23), we get 49. And 8 + 8 (the hours) = 16. And 49 + 16 = 65, the ultimate amount of dimensions there are in which I can apparently move around in.

…my CROSS

Our Saying Goodbye

This is the Seventh Letter of Lore177.

19/05/2008 20:26 (cell’s time) 8:24PM (computer’s time) 20:25 (PUMA’S time) where we have from the Beginning minutes a 26, the inverse of 62 (which I link to the embodiment of a society based on a “negative” flow – where “negative” carries the perceptions that are misleading as well as entwined within them, the state of mind of the world of opposites). And if you add the 2nd and 3rd times, you get 8 + 24 + 20 + 25 = 77. And 7 + 7 = 14, my DOG.

Dear Lore

I thought about the letter posted to my blogs named: “Every aspect of Life mentioned in this letter must reach Balance for the Reverse to take place – blogged on 17/05/2008” and what came up was the following: I don’t know if there is a job on this planet at the moment that does not require some sort of “Service Delivered”. And that automatically imply that we sit with a world in NEED which is responsible for the misleading perception that the world is a place that can only be in need – whatever kind of need. And because the world is only by implication a place in need, the state of mind of a world of opposites keeps the world in a perception of a world in need.

Oh, but this realization that came to mind now – before I start my notes. It seems to be important to link it with the notes.

First Note

19/05/2008 17:59 and 5 + 9 = 14 (DOG)

I have been shown today how my act with my DOG has been viewed on higher levels – or then, the Divine Spark of the situation. Our rabbi used to tell us that every situation has got a Divine Spark, and the following is the Divine Spark in this dedicated work to Charlie.

I loved that DOG of mine so much (Charlie) that I told GOD I would die for my DOG. But then the test came – and it had nothing to do with me dying physically. I was given insight several days before he died as to how it will feel when my DOG is not there anymore. (Believe me, it was a nightmare).

And then the worst came (for me), but on other levels it was viewed as follow: I LOVED my DOG but even though he was suffering, GOD did not take him. I had to face my own CROSS (as we all get our cross in our lives at some stage) and because my DOG was suffering so much – and although I had a taste of how it will be without my DOG (even more than a nightmare) when he is gone, I had to make the choice if I love him so much that I will take him out of his misery and pain and suffering, and have him put down calmly and let him go to rest. But I had to stay behind to face this terrible, horrible pain that he is not here anymore – and it was my choice to spare him from suffering. So instead of him suffering, I took the worst kind of pain on myself to help him – that is how strong my love for such a small, brave little DOG who devoted his life to me is.

And every night I still cry – during the days too – because I just miss him so terribly. So this was my CROSS in my life. When I was showed the Divine Spark in this situation with my DOG’s crossing over, it seems on a higher level it is seen as an act of nobleness. But noble or not noble – I miss my DOG tremendously! And the pain seems to get worse by the day.
19/05/2008 18:09 or 9/9
(And 9 the number where it all comes together)
NS. It seems we all get our CROSS event in our lives. People may not understand how can I say I hurt so much about a DOG, but he was more loyal and devoted to me than any human could ever have been. I doubt if some human’s can even love their children the way I loved my DOG – and I do not care to admit it.

Second Note

19/05/2008 18:44

It seems something has been fulfilled as when the great flood of Noah took place and was fulfilled, there was a rainbow – to proof the fulfillment. But I just got the following sms message:

The full moon has
a rainbow around
it from where i’m
standing!

19/05/2008
18:40:51
19/05/2008 18:48
Ns. But from the time of sms we have a 9 (1 + 8)/4/6 (the upside down of 9) which give us 949 or added, 22. And headings in the newspapers and an inset on CNN was all about 22 people getting killed because of foreigners in Johannesburg South Africa. But the time of the full moon on 20/05/2008 (tonight), is 2:11AM. And 2 = 1 + 1 = 11, which give the time 11/11.
Even received an sms from this friend with a picture of this full moon that was taken from his cell (phone).
19/05/2008 18:53
(And 53 linked to Joan of Arc).
Ns. So since Wesak Full moon till this one (which I received via sms that there is a rainbow around it), something has been fulfilled.

Well, and so much for this 7th Letter of Lore177.

REGARDS
Renee
19/05/2008 20:53 (cell’s time) 8:51PM (computer’s time) 20:52 (PUMA’S time) and from the First Time we have the 53 again where the cell’s time is linked to Joan of Arc. But from the 2nd and 3rd times, we have an 8PM which is also 20 hours, which make of the hours a 40. From the minutes we have a 6 and 7 and 6 + 7 = 13 or 4 and 40 + 4 = 44.
So we have a cell linked to Joan of Arc and this all linked to 44. But inside these letters there are something fulfilled!

The Result for Balance…

This is the Sixth Letter of Lore177.

19/05/2008 14:43 (cell’s time) 2:41PM (computer’s time) 14:42 (PUMA’s time) where from the First and Second Times we have in the minutes a 7 and 5, or the combination related to the day my dog died, namely 7/5. And from the 2nd and 3rd times we have from the last time’s minutes a 6 and from the other one a 5, which gives a 65, the ultimate amount of dimensions there are.

Dear Lore

I have two notes and want to start off immediately.

First Note

19/05/2008 12:05PM or 35/53 inverse from the time

I chose a new “theme” for my blog last night – the “chaoticsoul”, or then the soul that is in chaos.

But I got the message to take another theme last night – this theme for my 1 blog is called “contempt”. But that had a bad feeling for me although the “contempt” theme looked very neat. I like neatness in my blogs – actually all around me. I also changed the “Custom Header” to an aircraft with a car/vehicle painted on it. This mean a vehicle that is just flying. And anything that carries anything, can be some sort of vehicle. But this one is flying around in what I call the higher realms as birds and aircraft are all flying around in the air (and what is the air element all about?)

But this morning, my head wanted me to change the “theme” of that specific blog again. And eventually I took the “theme” that speaks of a soul that is in chaos.

And I just looked up the word “chaos” in the dictionary now and it has the following meaning:

“A gaping void…The “formless void” of primordial matter”.”

This was on page 291 the 14th word from the top the last column. And 2 + 9 + 1 = 12, which gives the 14/12 combination (related to Joan of Arc) again.

And then, as I put this new “theme” on, the aircraft that was loaded, disappeared and a picture of the ocean and myself jumped onto the screen all by itself. So it seems I am now that soul in chaos AND I am replacing a vehicle from the Higher Realms. But the inside of this “theme” cannot be more neat and beautiful. Neat Supreme!
19/05/2008 12:17PM

Second Note

19/05/2008 12:30PM

I was asking my head the question but how are we going to get to the Gate11 that leads to The New Jerusalem, practically? How is it practically going to work? And I realized the answer as I have always believed that if our science get reversed, we’ll be able to ascend (and in that way probably go through this Gate11). But I was shown that I am busy with a process to let go of what I love in this life the most. The thing I love most is my dog. But I had to let go – and not my dog – I had to make that awful decision to let HIM be put down.

So humankind will have to let go of perceptions in this life – the state of mind of the world of opposites hidden in this as well.

But how will humankind let go of the planet if they belief according to science that their bodies are stuck onto this planet by way of gravity? They cannot let go if the global consensus is that they are so to speak, glued to the planet because of science’s gravity!

So I was right when I thought that if science can be exposed as being based on perceptions and the role that the state of mind of opposites play included, if these two can be exposed (as they cause the greatest misleadings), then according to my mathematical theory, things will balance/be reversed and we may be able to ascend to what I believe is called the Gate11 – to The New Jerusalem.
19/05/2008 12:38PM
And from Charlie (my dog) and Chihuahua and China and Burma (who is also Chinese) and Chile (the place of the volcano), we have all the CH words with all linked to one thing – the happenings from the Wesak full moon until the full moon after the Wesak full moon. And from C = 3rd letter and H = 8th letter which gives a 38, the same combination as the end of this note, namely 38.

I sometimes wonder if we will ever be able to expose all the perceptions that are misleading and not even speaking of the state of mind of the world of opposites – and these two misleaders are so entwined!

Anyway…

REGARDS
Renee
19/05/2008 15:22 (cell’s time) 3:20PM (computer’s time) 15:21 (PUMA’S time) and from the First time we have (if we add the hour and minutes) a 37, the CY. But from the 2nd time we have a 32, the inverse of 23 (my dog’s day of his birthday) and from the 3rd time we have a 3:3 which is a confirmation of some sort. But if you add the minutes of the 1st and 3rd times, we get 22 + 21 = 43, which was the minutes of the Beginning minutes of this letter. So we end where we started. Confirmation of that!

To get Past Levels that have perception Influence.

This is my favourite spot – Kleinmond (translated – small mouth). Always the ocean as the symbolism of ocean is sumtotal of ALL knowledge.

This is the Fifth Letter of Lore177.

18/05/2008 13:16 (cell’s time) 1:14PM (computer’s time) 13:15 (PUMA’s time) where we have from all three times the minutes 16 (7), 14 (5) and 15 (6). This give us a 7/5 (the combination number of the date my dog died as well as the combination of the date that I saw you for the first time, Lore) and 6, where 6 is the upside down of 9, the number where it all come together. But from the hours we have 13/1/13 or as 1 + 3 = 4, so we have 414. But this is the 5th Letter and 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions and then it end on 414 – which make this letter straight from 414 (Avalon) to The White Lion.

Dear Lore

I have a note that is linked to a previous letter I wrote and on the blogs it is called: Being Mindful(filled), which was posted on 3/5/2008 where the day and month gives us the 35 combination or 53, the one where the boss gets 53 times more than those beneath him. But here follow the note:

18/05/2008 11:47 or 11/11 and 47 the level you must be on to enter Gateway11 to The New Jerusalem.

This is what I see when I close my eyes – this is what is inside my mind.

Everything outside your mind is a perception and as I wrote previously (in Being Mindful(filled)) – a perception is deceiving (misleading).

I have found myself breaking down nearly because of the perception of life that my dog is dead and that I will never ever have the opportunity to hold him ever again. But although there are memories (of how I saw him the last time before he was taken away to be put down) inside my mind, these memories are infiltrations of perceptions. (In this case of life – and of course death). That is why it hurt me so much.

If you reach that level where perceptions of life or whatever, cannot harm you anymore – your thoughts (which of nature are true) will tell you that what you are experiencing is a perception, which is related/natured to be misleading. But when you don’t realize your perception – then your mind/thoughts are not in a position, a “passed level” for perceptions which are deceiving and misleading.

And I am wondering to myself, but how do we clear a mind (the inside which is the truth) of infiltrations that cause this kind of pain for instance? But it seems it is the level you allow your mind to function on. As when I am thinking philosophically and (this is what my head calls logic) working on the computer and writing things like what I am writing now – when these type of thoughts hit me, then the infiltrations of for instance life perceptions, have got no hold on me. And I like to be creative (which also stimulates the mind to go to higher levels) on the computer as well.

So it seems if you want your mind to stay true and not infiltrated with this misleading perceptions (as perceptions cannot be anything else than deceiving) of life, you have to move to higher levels with your mind. And the levels (which I believe the ultimate is the 65th level) help us focus to see things in its True Divine Spark and will not allow infiltrations of perceptions which are more than toxins, into our minds to suffer from.

But how do you balance these deceiving perceptions? My personal opinion is that if the science community realizes that their perceptions about life (as life only consist of perceptions) and of how science should be done to be scientific, get to situations where their little castle’s of “truth” are under attack of what they believe. Where they are in scrutiny if their theories starts to question their own little beliefs.

I already have a few documentaries on video where science face their inability to solve questions that appear to go against their current understandings and theories. Or in other words:

To come across situations that challenge the science of the days’ abilities.

And if science’s theories are challenged, we will get to the balance point, the point {0;0}, where the theory and its paradox, comes together in one point.

But it seems the world used “perceptions”, which are misleading, to “know” also what God The Creator want us to do, to know how we must please our God The Creator. But by being based on perceptions – how much truth lies in what we think God The Creator wants us to believe?
18/05/2008 11:58AM

And from this end time we have that the minutes gives a 58 or 5 + 8 = 13, which give from the number combination of the whole End Time, an 11/13, the number combination for me that means: “Every cloud has got a silver lining”.

Anyway…

REGARDS
Renee
18/05/2008 13:45 (cell’s time) 1:43PM (computer’s time) 13:44 (PUMA’s time) where the third and End time is 13:44 or as 1 + 3 = 4, a 444. But also do we get that 13 hours equal 1PM, which gives us a 144 (the ALL). But from the Second Time, we have the hour 1 and the minutes 43, which if added, give 44 too. And if we add the First Time’s hour to its minutes, you get 58, the same as the End minutes of the time of the note this letter consist of.

Every Aspect of life mentioned in this letter must reach Balance for the Reverse to take place.

THIS LETTER IS AN OVERALL PICTURE OF LIFE NOW – WHETHER WE REALIZE OR NOT – TOTALLY BUILT ON A NEGATIVE UNDERTONE.

15/04/2008 2:05PM

Dear Dr

I actually received one comment on my blogs of someone who told me to go and see a good psychiatrist. Well, then let me write this to you. As I do not know what our society is actually build on?

In my blogs I have explained about the most basic principle of Quantum Physics. “The observer can influence the observed”.

And let me tell you doc, that is such a fundamental principle underlying at this stage our society. If we apply it in society, what is that I am referring to? Well, if we look at the book “The Secret”, who claim we can manifest (and because of that basic principle in Quantum Physics which comes from the theories of Einstein) and therefore, the following are just as much a reality than Quantum Physics itself.

At this stage we are close to the amount of 6.5 billion people on the planet. And I guess for a reason. But we are (on other levels that our conscious mind are not aware of) manifesting big time – and many will say I am over reacting. But it is a rational. People that drive these tow in vehicles, they sit everywhere waiting for an accident to happen in order to put food on the table for their kids. The doctor have got to have ill people on this planet in order for the doctors to give their families food. The debt collectors have got to have people that are in debt (and lots of people as well – other wise this job will fall apart) in order to put food on their tables and to pay their debt.

But my question is – all the professions I have mentioned (and it goes on like this in other professions as well), something does not seem right. Is it fair to make money to put food on your table by the fact that an accident happened and you got the tow in job? Is it fair to have more and more ill people on the planet in order for doctors to make a living? Why is so many struggling with debt – and how do you eat your food at night thinking but I have manifested for someone not to pay his debt and therefore how do I know what that person is going through just because I am a debt collector.

Doc, it just does not sound rational to me. Am I missing the picture here? Why does it have to be a “negative” thing that have to be manifested in order for everybody to put food on their tables? What have society become? To work just for instance, on the above three principles in order to survive themselves. But even doctors land in accidents – putting food on the guy who towed in the wrecked vehicle’s table. Even doctors get into debt. But the debt collector gets ill himself and can also have an accident. So this whole cycle that humankind are living on, is one that is based on a not so positive principle. And they all fit into one another.

And I have been wondering, if Einstein and Newton go down the drain – as I described in my blog, would we still have the above mentioned mentalities to manifest our food on our table and to take care of our kids. As what will happen if Quantum Physics are revealed to the world in its true colors? And in that process loose its potential for mankind to be able to manifest?

As what I explained above, are the true effects of Quantum Physics. But in my blogs I have shown the downfall of both the Physics of Newton and Einstein, and I have also shown the downfall on the one thing that binds them – mathematics. No wonder someone think I need a good psychiatrist. But doctor, are you able to answer me on the above? As for science, that which is practised, that is guiding the times it is ruling in.

I wish you can read my written stuff on the blog called “Debt reaching its balance”. I received a lot of reaction on that one. Even one saying that people must watch out to give finance, as they are selling people debt. But what will become of this world if we must suddenly all stop what we are doing – say if Einstein’s theories fall apart. There’s already astro physicists trying to show the rest of the science community how Einstein’s theories clash with Newton’s theories and that the only thing binding them at this stage is mathematics. And that is what my whole effort of writing is concentrated on.

There are many who will not see the link between the basic principle having an effect on our everyday life in society as it is now. But when you move onto higher levels, you start seeing this. But rather keep quiet (or use a blog where you can just say whatever you want) else you will find yourself soon enough at your psychiatrist, telling you: Well, lets try new medication. Another one, huge companies are sitting in the pill industry, waiting for humankind to develop illness in order to take their pills they are manufacturing. And they are structures, as they have other people to feed as well (those working for them) that must manifest on big scale.

But go and sit down and think of a job where you are not in principle prejudice anyone else.

Well, I have done what that person that felt I need a good psychiatrist suggested. I am just wondering what that person is doing for a living? Living on the prejudice of other people by way of manifesting on higher levels for food on his table?

Anyway, maybe I am just bitter today? As what seems to be happening is a bitter pill to swallow doesn’t matter in which way it come!

REGARDS
Renee
15/4/2008 2:44PM

Send Time: 4/15/2008 2:46PM

Joan of Arc links to Einstein.

This picture is filed under “Southern CROSS” and make me view from the watchtower at Cape Agulhas, the most south point of Africa the ocean (symbolism of sumtotal of ALL knowledge) and then upwards to the rest of the world – and what do I see?

This is the Third Letter of Lore177.

16/05/2008 12:34PM (cell’s time) 12:32PM (computer’s time) 12:32PM (PUMA’s time) where we have from the minutes of the 2nd and 3rd times (or a 23 – the day of birth of my dog) a 32 + 32 = 64. But from the hours of the 2nd and 3rd times, if we times it, it gives 144. But then we are left with the 34 and 12 of the First Time which if we add it to the minutes of the 2nd and 3rd times, we get 110 or an 11. And 11 the Gateway to The New Jerusalem via the level 47 (also 11) and for ALL – see the 144.

We find that the Jewish year we find ourselves in at the moment is a 14 and a 12. This is the year combination of 14/12 that Joan of Arc was born. About her is said that she is a messianic figure (see the attached documents from Wikipedia). But it seems she just installed the king, Charles VII back to his throne. But my dog Charlie was also always called the King Charles many times in this house. But from the VII we have a V or 5 and a II or 2 added to the 5 making it 7, which makes it a 7 and 5 or 7/5 combination – the day my dog died.

But it seems Joan of Arc was 19 years of age when she was burned at the stake and 24 (or 2 + 4 = 6) years later it was found that she was not guilty. But this give the number combination of 19/6, the day I got shot on.

But Joan of Arc was burnt on May 30th , which gives a 5 and 3(0) or 53. My domino I picked up in the street in front of our house in Cape Town on the day we were moving there to Pretoria (the place where I had to loose my precious DOG). And of 53 is also said: The boss gets 53 times more than those beneath him.

Then I went and look up “Lorraine” or “Lore” as the one who my letters go to. And Lorraine is a French country that was under the Roman Empire sort of still in the 1500’s. But the French country Lorraine in the Second World War, adopted the sign of Joan of Arc as symbol against the German Swastika. But it is said that the animal of Lorraine is the Lynx. And on the day of the funeral of my grandmother, who died 12 hours after my dog, was that I saw a lynx close by a goldmine which has accepted the sign of a lion as totem. And my dog is linked to a mountain lion, but as the lynx and the mountain lion share the little hairs at the points of the ears, I realized my dog made himself visible to me to show me he is with me by way of that lynx I saw and my friend telling me that he rather see my dog in the form of light – but that of a mountain lion or PUMA.

This is the enclosure of the White Lions in Jhb Zoo which is saved in my documents as: Great Reception – see background of the Hillbrow Tower and all the tall buildings.

That is what all the quoted stuff beneath is all about. It is just to proof what I have been telling you here above about the number combinations etc.

The quoted parts from the internet (Wikipedea).

Jewish Year Now

Iyar 5768 (May / June 2008) where 5 + 7 = 12 and 6 + 8 = 14.
Sivan 5768 (June / July 2008)

Examples of messianic figures

Examples of messianic figures include St. Joan of Arc, said to have visions to deliver France from English domination near the end of the Hundred Years’ War,
Joan of Arc, or Jeanne d’Arc in French, (c. 1412 – May 30, 1431) also known as “the Maid of Orleans”, was a 15th century virgin saint and national heroine of France. She led the French army to several important victories and led king Charles VII to his coronation. She was captured by the English and tried by an ecclesiastical court led by Bishop Pierre Cauchon, an English partisan; the court convicted her of heresy and she was burned at the stake by the English when she was nineteen years old. Twenty-four years later, the Vatican reviewed the decision of the ecclesiastical court, found her innocent, and declared her a martyr. She was beatified in 1909 and canonized as a saint in 1920
Cross of Lorraine

Cross of Lorraine
During World War II, the cross was adopted as the official symbol of the Free French Forces (French: Forces Françaises Libres, or FFL) under Charles de Gaulle.
The capitaine de corvette Thierry d’Argenlieu suggested the adoption of the Cross of Lorraine as the symbol of the Free French, both to recall the perseverance of Joan of Arc (whose symbol it had been), and as an answer to the Swastika.
One of the animals linked to Lorraine, France, is the lynx. Which is said of…
The lynx is not a guardian of secrets so much as the one who knows them, especially when it comes to those secrets that are either obscured by time and space or are completely lost to the world. The lynx is therefore associated with divination and clairvoyance. Those who seek the lynx may find difficulty in getting it to cooperate. Just because the lynx knows secrets does not mean it wishes to share them. Only by respecting the lynx’s behavior and listening carefully may one begin to receive an answer.
This power and ability to remain unseen attracted ancient warriors to adopt the lynx and, thus, they believed, its nature. Cunning, solitary hunters, lynx have large eyes and a keen sense of hearing which enables them to hunt at night.
Those who have been touched by the lynx’s presence may be given a boon and bane. A lynx may guide the listener to a secret, whether it be a lost object or a hidden truth that is somehow relevant at the present time. On the other hand, the lynx may be an omen to warn those who have somehow betrayed the confidentiality of oneself or others.
The lynx was chosen as the emblem of the Accademia dei Lincei (“Academy of the Lynxes”), one of the world’s oldest scientific societies. Its piercing vision was invoked symbolically as characteristic of those dedicated to science.
And this was Entry114 that was written yesterday on the laptop:

This is Entry114 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry114 of my Journal.

15/05/2008 11:26AM where 26 the inverse of 62 that is related to Einstein and Global Warming.

I tried to go and check out what is happening in “CHI”na with that earthquake that left some scars in an apparently huge dam wall. But there were at that stage “sport” on CNN so I went to the horoscopes. And I do not understand, but yesterday, a previous time and most of the times, doesn’t matter what I do, the cursur of the horoscopes goes straight to Aquarius, although I am actually Sagittarius, but on DSTV I am Capricorn – which seems has now become Aquarius. But today’s message says the following:

15/05/2008 11:04AM (PUMA time)

Just checked my horoscope now – actually wanted to check on the dam in “CHI”na but saw there is “sport” on CNN now. Then went to “horoscope” and I don’t understand, but every time now the cursur of DSTV of the “Horoscopes” goes and land on Aquarius and today’s message is as follow:

Society as a whole is in a crisis which needs to be reversed. Perhaps you can set a positive example within your own group by assisting a worthy charity or two. Personal sacrifice is an excellent way of giving extra heavenly favour.”
15/05/2008 11:08:39AM
Ns. I don’t understand why I must suddenly look at Aquarius as my horoscope sign on the DSTV channel?
15/05/2008 11:40AM and it seems the 11 and 4 comes up a lot of time, and the 11/4 is Lore’s birthday.

It seems there seems to be a pattern in all of this which I still do not totally understand. I think it has something to do with the 26 of Entry114, where the inverse is 62, as the last word that was quoted from the internet as well, was “science”. And the global warming, the earthquake, which I will write about later as I made quotes from an internet news agency. But that is a story on its own – although I think linked to this one.
REGARDS
Renee
16/05/2008 12:51PM (cell’s time) 12:49PM (computer’s time) 12:49PM (PUMA’s time) where the minutes of the 2nd and 3rd times are both 49 or 4 + 9 = 13 and 13 + 13 = 26. So maybe my feeling that everything has got to do with Einstein and Global Warming, is not such a bad idea.

Cosmos Garden and Baobab Tree and Its Reflections!

Cover Lore172(2), Lore173, Lore174(2), Lore175 and Lore176.

11/05/2008 1:54PM where from the date today, we have that 11 + 5 + 28 = 44. Time is of no concern.

Dear Friend

That snake is close to die – the one I wrote you the story of that was in the cosmos garden and died because his teeth has been cut and he had to swallow his own “venom/bitterness”.
As Charlie, my most loved one, the only one who ever loved me, is dead. I had to make that awful decision to take him to be put down. At this stage I do not know if the pain/bitterness/venom is sitting on me or me on it? I just know I am missing him tremendously. If there is a heaven for dogs, I want to go there – to go and find my dog, Charlie. He was put down on 07/05 of this year, namely 2008.

Anyway, just wanted to let you know

REGARDS
Renee
11/05/2008 2:00PM or 14 hours exactly and from the word DOGOD we get that the “DOG” part is linked to 14. And Charlie was in his 14th year – would have turned 14 on 23/10/2008. Will the pain ever stop?

Sending Time: 05/11/2008 8:44PM

God does not exist, but it seems 2B beyond our comprehension!

This is Lore177.

This is the First Letter of Lore177.

12/05/2008 10:57AM (cell’s time) 10:55AM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have a 1 and 57 or 157 (the day month and year Charlie died). But from the hour and minute of the First Time, as well as the hour of the Second Time, we get, if we add them all, 77. But then we are left with a 55, which give 77 55. or 7/5 and 5/7.

Dear Lore

A friend of mine focused my attention on it that Charlie is with me and that it seems he can help me more from that side than here on the planet. But my friend also looked up Revelations, the 7th verse of the 5th Chapter. This is all about how The Book was given to the Lamb. So what that has to do with Charlie’s death I do not know. And it also state how everybody fell on their knees when this “Book” was delivered or handed over to The Lamb by the 0(ne) on the throne.

Anyway, this is not what I want to tell you. I actually started this letter last night on the laptop and it is called Entry113 as follow:

This is Entry113 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry113 of my Journal.

12/05/2008 12:39AM or from the time 12:12

This Entry113 was created at 12:38 or a 12:11 and the day I took Charlie to the vet and had to be put down that same day, I fell asleep and woke up exactly 12:11PM that afternoon.

But I have a quote from the notebook about something, namely “existence” and particularly in mind, the “existence of God”. But the note:

First Note:

From the word “exist” on page 653 in the Oxford Dictionaries, we find the following explanation:

“to stand out … also to subsist, occur.”

And then on page 1356 (another 653, just the other way around, and a 1), the 1st column, the 2nd from the bottom, we get for the words in the previous lines out of the Dictionaries, the following:

“to (turn up) or appear … to come into one’s mind.”

From this we got the referral to “encounter”. And on page 606 is said about “encounter”:

Point5 ” = ANTITHESIS.”

And what are popping to the surface which I discover one by one (other people are also discovering this happening) now? For all the thesis we believe in (and built our world around it) – the antithesis are beginning to reveal itself in great respect.

And the word “encounter” was gotten from all the words that was looked up that had something to do with “exist”. And in the part written here about “exist”, is said that it is something also that comes to mind – come to the mind (from outside). What comes to mind – that which is linked to “encounter” the ANTITHESIS. So something to do with ANTITHESIS will come to mind.

But from ANTITHESIS

A = 1ST letter
N = 14th letter
T = 20th letter or 2
I = 9th letter
T = 20th letter or 2
H = 8th letter
E = 5th letter
S = 19th letter
I = Roman symbol for 1
S = 19th letter but 1 + 9 = 10 or 1.

And ALL of this adds up to 62.

So existence itself is linked to the illusion of the 62 – the state of mind of being in a world of opposites.

So on the question if God exist, we are dragging God The Creator into our poor little minds of perception of a world of opposites we find ourselves in and from which God The Creator are way beyond.

So does God exist – we cannot say that as then we degrade God. God is beyond existence. Of beyond on page 175 (my dog’s day of death), we find the following in the dictionary:

“5. Outside the limit or sphere of, past!”

This means outside the limits and outside the sphere of … Past all this, is “beyond”.

Of sphere on page 1967 (my year of birth), the 3rd column is said:

“To enclose in or as in a sphere; to encircle, engridle.”

And I was looking up a word I know exist, but it must be on page 612 and I could not find it, but then my eyes got stuck on the following word: “enhalo”. And this mean:

“To surround with, or as with, a halo.”

And I realized how I told my friend the Reiki Master about how I got a feeling that feels like there is a sphere right around my me from my Solar Plexus upward, and now I find out what “sphere” is linked to – to some halo.

“surround with, or as with, a halo”.

But right from the beginning we said of “existence” – something that comes to mind – like from the halo?

So God does not exist – but neither does God not not exist. But it is where existence and non existence meet one another in the NO-thingness that is the “beyond” where God The Creator operate from. Where existence is in the same position as non existence – therefore is God their absolute centre – God does not exist, but God also does not not exist.

So although God does not exist, God are not non existent, for that matter – God is both, but God is also in the same breath non existent and existent.
11/05/2008 23:42
(And 23 + 42 = 65 – the ultimate amount of dimensions there are)

So don’t judge someone that tell you that God does not exist – as in a way it is true, but although God is non existent, God is also existent.

And I am glad I discovered that sphere thing that I am picking up around my from my solar plexus upward and that on page 606 or 6 + 6 = 12, the number of fulfillment. It is some sphere that act like a halo would have acted.

But this is now the End of Part1 of Entry113.
12/05/2008 01:17AM turning 18AM

So God is totally beyond our understandings – although I got that dream where a very powerful (and I do not know what to call it) came to us and everyone was lying with their faces on the ground and I looked up and this “Being” had a gun and shot me in the throat telling me: “You have seen Me!”

Anyway

REGARDS
Renee
12/05/2008 11:07 (cell’s time) 11:05AM (computer’s time) and from the minutes of the First and Second Time, we have 7 and 5 or 7/5 – the day my DOG died.

The Thief In The Night – Bitterness!

This is Lore176.

This is the First Letter of Lore176.

09/05/2008 14:33 (cell’s time) 2:31PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 14 + 33 = 47 or the PI (22/7) of the Golden Paved Middle Way to The New Jerusalem. From the Second Time we have that 2PM is also 14 hours and that gives the time 14:31 or the Zep Tepi meridian that Linda discovered of 31 14.

Dear Lore

During the nightly hours I woke up from my cell phone going off with a text message. It was a friend of mine and the text my friend send as follow:

BACK HOME
HOUSE BURGLED,
SO MUCH FOR
PROTECTION!
HEIRARCHY
USELESS?

08/05/2008
21:40:18

And I spoke to this friend of mine this morning and this is now the thousandth time that they broke into his home. And I still said to him – there must be a message, as each time they break into his home, he does not have that much loss.

Then later on I decided to look into the dictionary under the word “burglary”. And I send my friend the following text message:

Looked up
burglary – all has 2
do with a thief in
the night. And
Revelations says
that Messiah will
come like a thief in
the night. Renee

09/05/2008
12:01:31

Then I send my friend the next text message:

But they all also
mention the word:
Felonious.

09/05/2008
12:08:31

And then the next message which is crucial to understand the message of the break ins he had:

Of felon is said:
That which is full
of bitterness/venom.

09/05/2008
12:10:31

But together with the word “bitterness” is mentioned in the same sentence in the dictionary, the word “venom”. And this reminded me of my letter to my friend about that snake who’s teeth was cut and who had to swallow its own venom and eventually died of it in that beautiful garden of cosmos flowers. But the plants stayed beautiful and the baobab trees appeared in the story. But here is the quote about the two letters send to a friend about this “bitterness/venom”:

First Letter:

14/04/2008 6:12PM

One day there was a snake hiding in a beautiful garden with cosmos flowers all over. And the snake prayed to God:

God, please do not let my venom (as the snake was the most venomous snake on the planet)
ever harm anything or anybody.

Then something started happening to this snake, the snake started to shred his old skin and as this was taking place, the snake’s teeth that are carrying the venom, was cut to such extend that all the venom went into the snakes own body. And the teeth was missing after the skin was shredded. But even before the skin was shredded the snake was very careful to stay out of everything and everybody’s way. That is why the snake was hiding in a garden of cosmos flowers.

So this snake built up layers and layers of venom inside his own body. But he never ate – as he was not able to catch food, but he also did not want to catch food like other snakes do to survive. So with this layers and layers of toxins inside this snakes body, and not getting food to eat (or actually refusing to eat anything as it will only be a harmful act to this snake) the snake was dying a very painful death. A death built on his own toxins, of the teeth he asked God to pull out to protect other living species. And up till today, this snake is lying and where he was hiding from everybody in the garden of cosmos flowers. But he is now dead. And nobody ever knew what this snake did and of his existence in this garden of cosmos flowers where he was hiding. And eventually his toxins was not toxins anymore, as the toxins lost its power as the snake was dead. And the body of this snake became food to the beautiful cosmos flowers who was the only ones to witness what this snake did. And there were nothing the flowers could do but be grateful for the food the dead body of the snake made their bedding to be as the body of the snake became part of the ground in which the cosmos was settled in. And they could go on, but the snake has dissolved in the cosmos flower bedding.

Do you think it was a beautiful garden? With a lot of cosmos?

REGARDS
Renee
14/4/2008 6:25PM

Send Time: 4/14/2008 6:26PM

Second Letter about the snake and the “bitterness/venom”.

16/04/2008 8:02AM

About the Garden: This is the answer or end of the story I wrote to you about 2 days ago:

14/4/2008 18:40

What happened to this cosmos garden is that because of what the snake hiding in the cosmos garden did, God planted a Baobab Tree that grew instantly to its full size because of the richness of the soil because of the mixture of the snakes dead body with the soil. And the layers and layers of wood of this tree was to symbolize the layers and layers of toxins that went into the snake’s body.

ANd everybody visiting this cosmos flower garden, got instant healing from the Baobab Tree that was erected by God because of what the snake did.
14/4/2008 18:44

Anyway, I have this thing for Baobab Trees. I once got in a meditation that there was a Baobab Tree in the middle of a clear lake. ANd the reflection made it seem like the same tree growing what is known as “up”, also looked like it was going “down” where the “2″ Trees met in the middle where the lake reflected the bottom one. So the tree that went “down”, was only a reflection. And that is what my writings about mathematics say also, there are only a vertical Axis going “up”, nothing “down” anymore to make the “negative” number system. So it seems then, with these Baobab’s, that the negative number system in the Cartesian plane was also just some reflection – something to do with illusion.

Well, how does the cosmos garden look to you now?

REGARDS
Renee
16/04/2008 8:12AM where 8 is The Weaver of Fate and 12 the number of fuilfillment.

Send: 04/16/2008 8:13AM

But I think I found that “bitterness/venom” on 7/5 of 2008. The day I had to let go of my little dog that was everything for me. Every time its like a shock wave going through my whole body when I just think of him – my dog!

But ironically, Marah is normally the name/word associated with the same pronunciation as the word that means Mara, or “bitterness”.

But the messages I send my friend on the cell, all had the end seconds of 31. And I do not know if you remember how the 47 came about? Also because I send messages via cell phone and the seconds were all 47. Now they are 31. And 47 lead to 22/7, the PI of the Golden Paved Way to The New Jerusalem. But 4 + 7 = 11 and from the 31 combination we get that it can also be 13. And the combination 11/13, is the combination that mean to me: Every cloud has got a silver/golden lining.

Anyway, this was kind of interesting…

REGARDS
Renee
09/05/2008 14:48 (cell’s time) 2:46PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have from the minutes a 4 + 8 = 12, which make of the First Time a 14/12 combination – the year Joan of Arc was apparently born. But from the Second Time we have 46 + 2 equaling 48 (again – this time just in total) and Linda was looking for the meaning of
31 08 meridian, but besides 48 being 31 08 meridian, it also, if added, adds up to 12, the number of fulfillment. So we have the relation with Joan of Arc and fulfillment in this letter. This is the 3rd letter that incorporate (without me interfering – it just work out that way) Joan of Arc.